Musings on…. Me Minus Prozac


I thought it would take longer than this….

me getting to the point where I want to kill EVERYONE and EVERYTHING!

Its so sad that I feel I have to take a pill to put up with everyone around me.

I know there is are better ways. I am just too damn angry to try them.

Why should I take a pill so the people in my family who do stupid/sinful/childish things seem less stressful to me?

Is it me that is too critical, or them being idiots?

I’m told by one member that I am too extreme and what they do is not wrong, just being playful, funny, but to me its hurtful/disrespectful and downright irritating.

I am told that they’re not going to change, not get help to change and I am just going to have to deal with it. Or get out.

I am told that this is the way they were made so I cannot have my own opinions/thoughts/convictions/beliefs about it.

I am told ‘can we please just be quiet and let the big ass elephant sit in the corner? ‘[true quote, people!]

My emotions are back, back with a revengeance. Crying and laughing and smiling are good. Tension filled anger is not.

I think I may have to do some really really hard stuff in the near future for my sanity. For everyone else’s sanity.






About Kristina

54 year old Christian lady, knitter, crafter, church admin, thrill seeker (only when shopping at thrift stores for tremendous bargains) my 4 dogs and my pigs servant, a child of God, saved, redeemed and trying to be joyful in a fallen world.

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