Dream Thoughts….and Pictures


What if?

What if an angel of death or an angel of light takes us to our eternal home when we die?


What if…

We said:

I love the Lord my God more than…

…I need this job


I love the Lord my God more than…

… I love this relationship

& this job/love/relationship would hinder that love.


What if…

God knows all and is in control of our lives,

then He permits suicide?

What if….

a botched suicide is Gods will and a completed suicide is Gods will?


Should we say….

I will go do this or that


this or that terrible thing has happened & “God can do good with it.”

Or should we say…

God has known and willed this to happen & He already has done His good will?

(meaning we shouldn’t just ‘do’ and expect God to do the clean-up PR work)


If He knows what we are gonna do, can we ever step out of His will for our lives?


I was dreaming all this with the cast of Scrubs. Yeah, weird, I know. I didn’t even watch Scrubs before I went to sleep.






Enjoy! Kristina

Its too hot to do anything but sit here by the fan. Even the dog is just laying on the floor.

About Kristina

54 year old Christian lady, knitter, crafter, church admin, thrill seeker (only when shopping at thrift stores for tremendous bargains) my 4 dogs and my pigs servant, a child of God, saved, redeemed and trying to be joyful in a fallen world.

2 responses »

  1. A lot of your dishes are great. The pancakes….awesome. I cannot tell a lie though.
    Yellow Death or Vegan MacNCheez (both will kill you)
    Yellow death taste’s good but not good for you.
    Vegan MacNCheez ….I was told if i can not say anything nice not to say anything at all.
    We are ready to try your next creations. Signed Test Dummy 1. Luv u !!!!

  2. God would never “will” suicide… whether it be successful or not. That’s where Man’s ugly freedom of choice comes in. We can muck things up pretty good given free will. And even more if we don’t know Christ.

    With that said though… I don’t think there’s anything that we can do that God can’t use. Would God use that person that botched the suicide attempt to help spread the Word to others that there’s hope in the world? You bet!

    God wants us to be happy and live according to His Word. Are we forgiven when we muck things up? Yup. But the other end of that deal is that we are to strive to become more Christ-like each and every day.

    ~~thank you for delurking and commenting, Kurt. I know God would never will suicide, its one of the 10 commandments, it just seemed really weird that i was having that conversation i posted to the cast of Scrubs in my dream, we were talking about all those things and i was asking them “what if?”
    Thanks for reminding us/me that our life is to become more Christ-like and that we are to live according to His word! Amen!! 🙂 Did you get my last e-mail? the one about the SOAR journal?

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