Daily Archives: January 15, 2008

Anna Bella ~ Stage 2 & What Was I Thinking?


 Anna Bella has stage 2 mast cell cancer.

Of course stage 2 is the ‘iffy’ stage.

Stage 1, there is no spreading of the cells.

Stage 3 there is definitely spreading in to organs of cells.

Stage 2 is where it could be spread but more tests are needed.

The next step is an ultrasound of her abdomen cavity to see if its in her spleen. Spleen can be taken out if needed.

She is to be watched very careful for at least a year. If tumor free for a year, they are considered ‘cured’ but ya never know in life, eh?

Hubby has to make the decision whether to do an ultrasound. Then we wait and watch.

Cancer sucks, even in animals!


Son: had his first round of allergy shots, he is pretty much allergic to the outside! Trees, grasses, weeds and dust mites.

Now he is laying in bed, milking his flu symptoms for all they are worth.

How in the world do I expect to be able to go to college every day when I can’t even get myself to go to bible study every Tuesday and to the Humane Society on Fridays?

Why do I think I can make it to school when I have to do anything on a schedule, I think in my mind “I’m a rebel, I’m not catering to any old schedule, I’m staying home today”

How can I handle the pressure of homework when I can’t even get the youth bible study pre-work done?

How could I handle the pressure of getting grades when a tumor, allergy shots twice a week and basement construction throw me into a tizzy and wanting to down massive amounts of vodka, only to re-consider and eat a whole cake in 2 days and 2 bags of licorce?

From Jude. What do these verses say to you?

17But, dear friends, remember what the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ foretold. 18They said to you, “In the last times there will be scoffers who will follow their own ungodly desires.” 19These are the men who divide you, who follow mere natural instincts and do not have the Spirit.

    20But you, dear friends, build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit. 21Keep yourselves in God’s love as you wait for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to bring you to eternal life.

    22Be merciful to those who doubt; 23snatch others from the fire and save them; to others show mercy, mixed with fear—hating even the clothing stained by corrupted flesh.

In Him, Kristina