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Every Day, Every Day, I Write the Book

well, God wrote the book, every day I live it out.

at the house I’m dog sitting at, I see all these books and things  and wonder what she  is looking for, is she looking for the answer to life?

Trying  to find happyness, I guess. book on divination, the video Happy, mans eternal quest, the yoga of lies, etc.

But then I look at my pile of books and see the same thing… books on homosexuality, sexual sin, ‘when I relax, I feel guilty’ book, resisting gossip and finding contentment books.

Are we really that different? Nope.

I’m trying to find my contentment, to come to a place of ‘acceptance’ of my lot in life, to find the joy that comes from focusing on something greater than me; than my circumstances.

the one thing I SHOULD not do is start the day with Facebook. i’m on a page of christian mothers of gay kids and its so depressing. Reading articles, seeing everyone fight over rights, sin, etc. blah, blah, blah.

I used to talk to God all the time, all thru the day, just blabbing on and on. now I hardly pray. This is what I just said to a friend of mine..

 

Your secret is safe with me and my sad little prayer life will include XXXXX.

I have all but given up talking with God.

I kinda feel like He is just gonna do what whatever the hell He wants… I’m like the little fish in the big pond swimming against the tide.

So just my random thoughts today. Blessings. the Home engineer

 

One Response

  1. I’m going to step out on a limb and suggest to you, you are right on track ;-) When Mrs DM’s dad passed away early (ie early 60’s) after a long debilitating disease, I watched her go several years ( 5 to 7) without picking up a bible, doing those spiritual habits she’d done for years leading up to his death. She’s come out the other side of that season in her life..it was part of the grieving process, I never ever pushed or commented on her choices, heck, who am I to tell another person how to grieve or get their crap together if they are struggling..anyway, I;m guessing you are still grieving, and @ some point those desires to pray, and pursue God like you used to will come back..Just the fact that you are thinking about it, tells me something. Peace and love from the heart of Merica ;-) DM

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